July 2011
13. A date you would love to go on.
Well I’ve already done the typical, Dinner & a movie/ a movie & a walk on the beach.
But I think a really fun idea for a date is parasailing, then afterwards you could go out for lunch or something.
14. Something disgusting you do.
The only thing I can really think of is biting my nails. It’s a really disgusting habbit, and I’ve gotten a lot better about it but I’m still workin’ on it. (:
csx0:
Strike that, I was never in love with you. Not the real you anyways
I was in love with some version of you that never really existed. The you that you wanted to be. For the past few months I’ve been thinking “he’s changed, he’s changed”, when in reality, you haven’t. The person you are when we’re not together, that’s who you really are. The person you are when we were together…it’s like your shadow. It’s who you want so badly to be, but you can’t seem to change yourself enough to be that person. No matter how long or how fast you chase after that shadow, you can’t seem to catch it.
11. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Well I’m single. I used to be one of those people who just couldn’t stand being single. I’ve been single for a while now & Im actually enjoying it. I can do whatever I want & hang out with who ever I want whenever I want with out having to worry about upsetting someone. Im in no rush to find a boyfriend, not saying that if the right guy comes along (if he hasn’t already:) that he couldn’t change my thinking. But Im fine with my life just how it is.
12. Things you want to say to an ex
Actually, its funny that this is being asked because the other day I wrote a letter to my ex (without actually sending it) with all the things I want to say to him but cant. Ill post that next because its superrr long.
Btw, I always find that really helpful, writing a letter describing exactly how I feel. It helps alot to put my feelings into words. I do it when Im mad at people or just need to let out how I feel, it helps. I dont send my letters 99% of the time,but it still helps, I suggest doing it to anyone whos having a problem with somene.

